I am not ready for a relationship with you, but I am ready for one with him!!
SHUT UP!!
Well Big Homie fans it is time to take the kid gloves off!
Let me tell you a story about the dump of all dumps. I met this chick a couple weeks ago, seemed normal at first. Well don't they all? I met her at the Overpass Bar when I was there with some friends, we closed the bar together, went to Little Chef's to talk and ended up at her place. I was there until 6 in the morning just talking. She gave me the lines that I like you, and you have great potential, you know all that crap. She even kissed me when I left. Then we were supposed to hang out the next day but when I called her she said she wasn't ready for a relationship yet. Seemed she had just got out of a bad relationship a couple months ago and wasn't ready, I can live with that. But then she called me at 1:30 am that night to invite me over to an after bar party she had. I ended up spending the night with her, and of course nothing happened. This went on for 2 weeks, one day she was giving me a chance the next she wasn't ready. "Coughs" BULLSHIT!!
So we went on our first official date last Thursday, had a great time. She even took me over to her parents house to meet them but they weren't home. Nice try Tonya. She even told me she liked me, and was going to give me a chance. Shut the fuck up!! What ever you have to tell yourself to sleep at night!!
She then went away for the weekend. Something told me this was what she was going to do pull some crap, something told me this was going to happen because she didn't call me last night. I knew she was thinking of how to tell me she wanted to just be friends.
Then here we are today Big Homie fans. Here I am at work when my cell phone rings, and who is it? You got it, Tonya. And what does she have to say? You got it. " It is never going to work with us, I just don't feel it, something is missing". "LIAR".. I asked her if she met someone one. She started to say no when I told her not to lie to me, just tell me the truth. She proceeded to tell me that some guy that wanted her 5 years ago just happened to call her this weekend.
I am not ready for a relationship with you Don, but I am ready for one with this guy who wanted me 5 years ago. Shut the fuck up! Pull your head out of your ass and smell the coffee.
Well you know what Tonya? I deserve better then that, better then you, hell everyone deserves better then this.
Do I sound bitter? Well you would be bitter to if you just spent 2 weeks listening to a load of shit from some one who had no intentions of giving you a chance either!! I feel like a fucking mushroom, always in the dark and fed shit. And yes Tonya I do believe we do make our own strife. I should have known that first Saturday you were full of shit. The first lie you told me I should have been gone. My mistake for giving you a chance and actually thinking you were one of the stable ones!!! And yes this was a game to you, my eyes are open to all your shit!!!
She even asked me not to write about her in my blog. So of course me being the nice guy that I am, I stopped. Well you know what? This is my God Damn blog and I will write what ever the fuck I want. Don't ever tell me what I can and can't write in this. She said writing in my blog is like leaving my diary open for everyone to read, well now my diary is open and so is yours so everyone can see the shit you put me through.
And Tonya you know all of this is true, I wouldn't put it in here if it wasn't. Everything I have said here I would say to your face!!
I hope you are happy with the decisions you have made, don't look back and second guess yourself, I sure the fuck wont look back on this. Don't look for me, I wont be there, I have given you all I can with nothing in return. Think of me as yesterday Tonya, you will never ever get yesterday back!!
~Don~
Well Big Homie fans it is time to take the kid gloves off!
Let me tell you a story about the dump of all dumps. I met this chick a couple weeks ago, seemed normal at first. Well don't they all? I met her at the Overpass Bar when I was there with some friends, we closed the bar together, went to Little Chef's to talk and ended up at her place. I was there until 6 in the morning just talking. She gave me the lines that I like you, and you have great potential, you know all that crap. She even kissed me when I left. Then we were supposed to hang out the next day but when I called her she said she wasn't ready for a relationship yet. Seemed she had just got out of a bad relationship a couple months ago and wasn't ready, I can live with that. But then she called me at 1:30 am that night to invite me over to an after bar party she had. I ended up spending the night with her, and of course nothing happened. This went on for 2 weeks, one day she was giving me a chance the next she wasn't ready. "Coughs" BULLSHIT!!
So we went on our first official date last Thursday, had a great time. She even took me over to her parents house to meet them but they weren't home. Nice try Tonya. She even told me she liked me, and was going to give me a chance. Shut the fuck up!! What ever you have to tell yourself to sleep at night!!
She then went away for the weekend. Something told me this was what she was going to do pull some crap, something told me this was going to happen because she didn't call me last night. I knew she was thinking of how to tell me she wanted to just be friends.
Then here we are today Big Homie fans. Here I am at work when my cell phone rings, and who is it? You got it, Tonya. And what does she have to say? You got it. " It is never going to work with us, I just don't feel it, something is missing". "LIAR".. I asked her if she met someone one. She started to say no when I told her not to lie to me, just tell me the truth. She proceeded to tell me that some guy that wanted her 5 years ago just happened to call her this weekend.
I am not ready for a relationship with you Don, but I am ready for one with this guy who wanted me 5 years ago. Shut the fuck up! Pull your head out of your ass and smell the coffee.
Well you know what Tonya? I deserve better then that, better then you, hell everyone deserves better then this.
Do I sound bitter? Well you would be bitter to if you just spent 2 weeks listening to a load of shit from some one who had no intentions of giving you a chance either!! I feel like a fucking mushroom, always in the dark and fed shit. And yes Tonya I do believe we do make our own strife. I should have known that first Saturday you were full of shit. The first lie you told me I should have been gone. My mistake for giving you a chance and actually thinking you were one of the stable ones!!! And yes this was a game to you, my eyes are open to all your shit!!!
She even asked me not to write about her in my blog. So of course me being the nice guy that I am, I stopped. Well you know what? This is my God Damn blog and I will write what ever the fuck I want. Don't ever tell me what I can and can't write in this. She said writing in my blog is like leaving my diary open for everyone to read, well now my diary is open and so is yours so everyone can see the shit you put me through.
And Tonya you know all of this is true, I wouldn't put it in here if it wasn't. Everything I have said here I would say to your face!!
I hope you are happy with the decisions you have made, don't look back and second guess yourself, I sure the fuck wont look back on this. Don't look for me, I wont be there, I have given you all I can with nothing in return. Think of me as yesterday Tonya, you will never ever get yesterday back!!
~Don~
posted by Don at 1:03 PM
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